oh that silence singing

perhaps there will be an entry about cameron sometime soon, and the fading sound of her voice… how it broke, is still breaking and continues to break forever–

or perhaps not.

god only knows if my heart will be able to take it.

there’s no way back

nagu p täna hommikul selle kõige peale ütles:

otse südamesse

kenekene!

eilse õhtu võib kokku võtta mu andeka vennatütre sõnadega:

“see on sama, kui sa teeks  kartulisalatit ja ei paneks enam jogurtimajoneesi sisse.”

kes tahaks nüüd üldse seda kuiva salatit süüa?

certainly not me. pff.

what did you see?

i have officially developed a major fangirl crush on john cho,

and my new obsession with flashforward isn’t helping either.

sign language

kuna mul on lähipäevil umbes-täpselt kolme suure koolitöö tähtaeg, tegelen agaralt prokrastineerimisega. liina blogist võtsin selle tarbeks väikese lihtsa raamatumängu.

Reeglid järgmised:
1. Haara kätte esimene ettejuhtuv raamat.
2. Ava lehekülg 123.
3. Leia viies lause leheküljel.
4. Postita järgmised kolm lauset (5. 6. ja 7.) blogisse koos nende reeglitega.
5. Ära püüagi otsida välja mõnda “eriti lahedat” või “intellektuaalset” raamatut! Ma tean küll, mida sa mõtlesid. Haara lihtsalt raamat, mis on sulle lähim. Ei mingit petmist.

minule jäi kätte hugh laurie “the gun seller”.

“… I’m in love with her. Have been for months. That’s why I gave her the job, really.”

oh, universe, stop torturing me! you should be helping me move on, not move back to the murky waters of housedo(o)m.

nosedive

oi-oi, miuke crispy november.

wheeee!

panin öösel rattaga vanemuisest alla.

aasta adrekas.

fish tank

aside from the obligatory nod to jen (hey there!), i’ll rec you a movie this time.

it’s called fish tank. it’s very british, it has gorgeous lighting and camera work, it delivers with full force, it has a jaw-dropping female lead (who was found at tilbury station, having a fight with her boyfriend!), and it has such raw immediacy.

it’s by no means an easy film to watch. it’s gritty, guys. but give it a go. what’s the worst that could happen?

to new beginnings

jen, honey, i realise that i should be handling the situation with the class and grace you’ve been showing,

but, sadly, i do not possess any of these qualities.

so i’m going to get utterly and completely trashed.

in your honour.

<3 <3 <3

NIAP

on prescription pain meds.

who can say they didn’t see it coming?