out there December 29, 2007

i love this guy to bits.

fever, wake me, it’s your hands again — and i’m falling December 29, 2007

if jaded is what one wants, jaded is what one’s going to get.
the more damaged you are, the thirstier i get. if you’ve got broken bones and torn skin, well, this will be heaven, near paradise in my own little private bathroom. don’t try to hide your bloodshot eyes, because i will see them clearly [...]

what this amounts to December 29, 2007

so you want to be extraordinary.
who doesn’t?
everybody wants to be extraordinary, to lead an extraordinary life, to do extraordinary things.
the little girl in the backseat of her parents’ minivan doesn’t know it yet, but she is close to becoming the happy-go-daisy version of her mother. she knows no way of reacting to this, but she [...]

define me after a long day December 27, 2007

ad·dic·tion
–noun
the state of being enslaved to a habit or practice or to something that is psychologically or physically habit-forming to such an extent that its cessation causes severe trauma.

mdfjseoonwjnfj!!! December 20, 2007

ossssssaaaa!!! December 20, 2007

issand, mul on tunne, et ma ei saa enam kunagi normaalseks.

house withdrawal effects December 20, 2007

kui lühidalt kokku võtta, siis on minu elu tabanud ootamatu katastroof – mul on kõik siiani eetris olnud house’i osad vaadatud ja damn kui valel ajal ma selle seriaali enda jaoks ikka avastasin, sest the impending doom of the writers’ strike never going to end viib mu meeleheite lausa uskumatutesse kõrgustesse. this is h a [...]

my lullaby December 20, 2007

love, rockabye – hush
sleep comes and closes your heart
love, rockabye – hush
we know the stars do not want us
love, rockabye – hush
let there be one more beat
of something
as
slow
as
time

exercise 2 December 19, 2007

the more you write, the better you get, right? well, this is what they say, but do they really know what they’re saying? observe this – she writes nights and days and can’t finish anything, can’t deliver the prose; she fails in verses and falls in between. she is the naked singularity again. it’s time [...]

where is wally? December 17, 2007

see ei tule ilmselt kellelegi üllatuseks, et mul on desktopi pildiks iga päev erinevad piltvariatsioonid house’i teemadel. ja ükskord, kui väikesed 6ndikud enne tundi klassi ronisid, siis üks tüdruk märkas mu taustapilti ja küsis
- õpetaja, mis pilt teil seal on?
ma ei jõudnud aga veel vastatagi, kui tema sõbranna kõrvalt niimoodi teadjana noomivalt pahaselt ära-uudishimutse-õpetaja-asjades [...]